i am feeling down.. sorry if i ignore any smses, messaging in msn.. i just have to pull myself tru again.. wat ever laughter.. jokes.. they are all fake.. yes i am faking it.. n i knw i am good at dat.. finally i decided to let it out to someone.. sorry Princess Ramz.. u had to be the poor one listening to my rants..
So i was fated to lost another friend huh? so the friendship of over 7yrs was nothing to u afterall? if it does bring an impact to u, we wont be going tru all dis rite? i wasnt even hoping for anyting wen i kept that secret with me till today.. I was still always praying dat one day u n A1 will be back as normal again.. so wat do i get trying to be the middle person getting u n A1 back to normal again?? u backstab me in return... telling her all the lies dat i causes everyting? tell me wat do u get by doing dat? y act so childish wen we r not even kids anymore.. so much of being an "elder sister" guess i was so wrong afterall..
dun worry.. even we may not be like last time.. i have long forgiven u.. dun worry secret are still secret.. satu yg i mintak.. dun call me alang anymore... wen i hate someone it will be pretty bad.. just dun make me hate u deeper..
as i am typing dis..tears is flowing non stop... i just feel so disappointed.. never could i imagine dis happening.. take dis suggestion frm me can? go n bukak ur tudung n try to see wat is wrong abt urself before u always comment abt others.. i appreciate all ur help to me all dis while.. but for nw.. the further we r the better..
on a totally diff note.. tx all for the well wishes.. i am on mc today as i met with an accident in the office yest.. tersepit kat compactus tauuuuuuu nasib tk "innalillah"
will be going for xray 2mrw.. wish me luck ya..
**Bestie.. i wanted to much to share my prob with u.. but u were busy with ur lesson plans.. i didnt want to burden u.. miss u...**
Luka yg tk nampak parut nye itu lebih memedihkan......
